piercedghost

i blocked myself from iam, and i need to write stuff down, so im sorry but its going here. i feel like the biggest retard ever again, every so often i go though this big nobody loves me thing, but its less, nobody loves me so i think i gonan eat some worms, more i feel noone really understands me. i know its just a silly quiz, but i did this thingy that kirsty made me do, and all of the answers were so true, and it made me realsie how much of a turtle i am. and i wa stalking to alison about stuff and how she'd said what she wanted ot say and good things are happening form it, and i kinda felt like i wnated to do that too, but then i chick

Iam isnt working, and too many people i know have myspaz so i thought i'd write this here, so im sorry, but sometiems i feel i cnat write some things in certain places so its nice to be able to choose between here and Iam. I was watching beautiful people (my new favourite tv programme) and that, as well as the lots of thinking i've been doing lately, has made me realise that i feel so passionately about art. all fo it makes me tingle when  do it, when im painting i feel all free and when i take photos its like im able to show people what i see in my head and what goes on in there, and its makes me feel like i did when i saw dresden dolls. i

I don't want to leave, I'll miss everyone so much